He chose me?

I still cannot believe that God chose me to be an advocate for Him.  I'm sorry, but what in the world was He thinking?  Has He seen the sins I commit?  Has He seen what I have been through?  Has He seen who I am friends with?  Come on!  What was He thinking?  I mean, I am not your perfect Christian (though I may try to act like it sometimes).  I do not do everything to the book, even though I should.

He also wants you.  Yeah, I know it's crazy!! But, He also knows what He is doing.  If He wanted someone to be perfect and portray who He was then He would have chosen.... oh yeah, Jesus.  So, since I am not Jesus, then I guess I cannot argue.  I have figured out that God wants someone to help His other children and lost sheep to Him.  He wants us to be out there showing who He really is.  He picked someone to relate to other out there so we can show those people the forgiveness that God is capable of.  I chose to follow God so I need to allow Him to use me to do anything He needs from me.  So, I guess instead of saying, "You chose me, God? You are insane!" I should say, "Okay, God this is what You want me to do.  Then, yes, I will do it."  "Here I am.  Send me."  Right?